[ Vanitas laughs upon hearing that. Granted, he has no idea if he's actually talked to Ferran about any of this in length. He's pretty sure he hasn't. Not like this. The boy definitely doesn't shy away from the topic of his fractured and broken state... But usually he acts defiant and belligerent about it instead. This... This is a little more raw than that. ]

Yes, it is. By all accounts, I shouldn't even have existed. Yet I was born and my existence continues by another's hand. I don't even have the energy to be infuriated by it right now. For the longest time, I just wanted the worlds to break and shatter because of it.

[ He still does, some days. Thinks that people don't deserve the life that they have been given. ]

Try not to break that cup though. It's not worth your anger either.