Yes-- it's been a part of my training from a young age. Members of my family were expected to have mastered their abilities by the time they reached adulthood.
It may be best for you to simply start over again from the beginning and work on mastering the basics before attempting anything more complex. Once you've established that foundation, the rest should come more easily.
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It may be best for you to simply start over again from the beginning and work on mastering the basics before attempting anything more complex. Once you've established that foundation, the rest should come more easily.