Yes...though not at the time. It was naturally an unsettling experience, but... What really threw me over the edge and has been the main issue was when I—
[He takes in a sharp breath. This isn't easy to admit to anyone but Tifa. Her almost dying had planted a small seed, but he could have lived with that. A bit of a fear would linger, but it wouldn't have accelerated so quickly. No, the real thorn that's dug so deep and continues to wiggle around every now and then is what happened after, and it takes Eustace a bit to continue.
Until at least, in a quiet voice he speaks again.]
...I killed her once, in a dreamscape. It was not by choice, but that only made it worse. I was not in control, cursed by the role I had to play at the time.
no subject
[He takes in a sharp breath. This isn't easy to admit to anyone but Tifa. Her almost dying had planted a small seed, but he could have lived with that. A bit of a fear would linger, but it wouldn't have accelerated so quickly. No, the real thorn that's dug so deep and continues to wiggle around every now and then is what happened after, and it takes Eustace a bit to continue.
Until at least, in a quiet voice he speaks again.]
...I killed her once, in a dreamscape. It was not by choice, but that only made it worse. I was not in control, cursed by the role I had to play at the time.