[Everyone keeps saying that. Aerith even asked him what he would've done instead and even that took him a bit to answer. After everything has been said and done, the "what ifs" still plagued him. But could anyone blame him after the carnage he had seen after the fact?
He writes down the next portion without much of a second thought:]
yeah sure but kitty boy kinda got beat up cause of me too we still coulda gotten there faster to help yall out
[This was the first time he's mentioned it to anyone but he doesn't offer more than that for now. For Beat, that was just one reminder of how he screwed up back then. Last night's nightmare only drove home just how he would always be a screw-up.]
only kind of?
He writes down the next portion without much of a second thought:]
yeah sure but kitty boy kinda got beat up cause of me too
we still coulda gotten there faster to help yall out
[This was the first time he's mentioned it to anyone but he doesn't offer more than that for now. For Beat, that was just one reminder of how he screwed up back then. Last night's nightmare only drove home just how he would always be a screw-up.]