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beat ☠️ daisukenojo bito ([personal profile] stillarhino) wrote in [community profile] dreamcrystals2022-09-09 09:02 pm

open 💀 first recording | passive dream

Sender: Beat
To: Everyone
Subject: Passive Dream Recording
Warnings: Some spoilers for the OG The World Ends With You.

Whenever this time of the year came around, a sense of dread would bubble up deep within him. It would start in his stomach and slowly make its way up to his throat, settling itself there. It was uncomfortable and no matter what he'd do to try to gulp it down, it remained stuck.

This day was no different.

Beat seems to be a few years younger, wearing a slouchy beanie with a skull sewn onto it, his hair pulled back and tucked underneath it. His usual headphones are absent from his head. He’s dressed in a school uniform, but his surroundings do not depict him to be in any such place.

Instead, he wanders Shibuya aimlessly—riding down the streets of Dogenzaka on his skateboard, perusing new albums available in Tower Records, even just hanging out at the convenience store by the Moyai statue. Everywhere but where he was supposed to be.

He reaches into his pocket to pull out his phone, navigating his way to the unread message from someone named “Rhyme”.

Are you coming home soon?

A moment passes before he types up a reply:

ill head home when i feel like it

His message was cold and he knows it deep down. But he sends it anyway, tucking his phone away before he continues loitering about the city.

By nightfall, he finds himself staring up at a modest two-story home, standing just outside its gate. He doesn't know how much time has passed since he's gotten here, but he lets out a sigh, steeling himself for what was to come. The gate’s hinges creak slightly as he pushes it open, a plaque on the gate reading the family name “Bito”.

The lump in his throat still remains.

It isn’t before long that he finds himself standing in front of a Japanese man, dressed in business attire, his tie loose around his neck after a long day at work. To his side sits a rather tall woman with blond hair, an apron draped in front of her dress. He’s filled with dread once again, the pit in his stomach growing larger and deeper as a tightness begins to form in his chest.

Beat reaches out and hands over a card toward them. On it are his grades for the semester. They are well above the passing grade, but nothing spectacular. He knows they’re nothing spectacular. He knows he isn’t anything spectacular. Not in their eyes.

The expression on his face is hard to read as they go over his grades and Beat hasn’t said a single word throughout. His lips remain a straight line and his eyes appear to be downcast. Is it apathy? Is it fear?

He opens his mouth, ready to put himself down, ready to fight them. That’s how it always is after all.

“Good job, son.”

The words catch in his throat before they could leave him. Beat’s eyes widen and his mouth hangs open, staring at them. They look back at him with proud smiles on their faces.

“You did well, Daisukenojo,” said the man.

Beat recoils when he hears the name but doesn’t say anything at first. He continues to stare at them for a moment longer, dumbfounded by the turn of events. “Are you two serious?” he finally asks. His usual manner of speech is missing, but the same inflections and brash tone of his voice remain.

“Of course we’re serious.” This time it’s the woman who speaks, looking back at him incredulously. “You did your best, didn’t you? As long as you do that, we couldn’t be any prouder of you.”

The man stands from his seat and walks to Beat, placing a hand on his shoulder. “Let’s eat out tonight to celebrate, all four of us. How does hot pot sound?”

Beat looks at the man, then the woman. Finally, the surprise on his face disappears and he lets out a laugh. His voice almost cracks when he speaks. “Yeah, hot pot sounds great, dad.”

He hears a quiet ring of a bell nearby. Turning towards the source, he sees a young girl with blonde hair and blue eyes smiling at him, a bell pendant hanging from a leather strap around her neck. He smiles back at her, blinking back the tears that begin to pool at the edge of his eyes.

And then he wakes.
itsgunnabe_mei: (maybe thats why)

[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-09-13 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
let's be real there is TONS of stuff i want from my world

problem is I can't decide. what if I don't get another bauble? I don't wanna waste it!
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-09-14 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
I know I know I know

I guess I'm just over-thinking it. I kinda do that a lot, I get so many ideas and thoughts at once it makes me frozen solid!
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-09-15 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh... are they allowed to talk about that? Does he want to talk about that? Is that safe territory? ]

What's she like? I'm an only child, so I've always kinda wondered what siblings were like.
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-09-16 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
It sounds like you're not just siblings, but best friends too!

[ Which makes this all very Dawww. ]
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-09-17 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
I know what you mean

I miss my mom a whole lot but IDK if I'd actually want her here either
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-09-18 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
You bet! I want to be like her when I grow up.
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-10-03 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
i really am

[ but she noticed that pause, and... maybe he needs more help than she does ]

and i'm really lucky to have you too
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-10-03 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
are you kidding??? you do so much! you're always there for me, and you always know how to make me smile :)
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-10-04 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
it means a lot to ME

and you can't change my mind

so there
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-10-04 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
of course!!! I'm totally looking forward to that!!!
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[personal profile] itsgunnabe_mei 2022-10-05 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
you're welcome, beat! ♥