[ It is then that it hits her, when he asks the question, that she would have never learned of his true nature if she had woken him up prematurely... So in a way, that much was a blessing. She shakes her head to answer the question.

If Ferran is asking, clearly he knows all about it, doesn't he? ]

We only spoke afterwards. It has been difficult for me to...

...to accept anything he has said since. Though I want to believe it.