[He'd known that'd been on the table, hell, it'd been part of the reason he'd chosen his path as he did, so that wouldn't happen, so that would never be threatened to happen again.
There's no way this other him would actually go through with that, right? He doesn't want to believe that, the thought far too frightening. Why? Why would he have chosen such a path? To let himself be the pawn of an actual tyrant. To hurt his cousin. To put people at risk of another of God's ordeals.]
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[He'd known that'd been on the table, hell, it'd been part of the reason he'd chosen his path as he did, so that wouldn't happen, so that would never be threatened to happen again.
There's no way this other him would actually go through with that, right? He doesn't want to believe that, the thought far too frightening. Why? Why would he have chosen such a path? To let himself be the pawn of an actual tyrant. To hurt his cousin. To put people at risk of another of God's ordeals.]
I wouldn't let that happen. There's no way.