[ 'Maybe it would be easier if I didn't know what I was missing,' she almost confesses; she thinks better of it before ever fully putting pen to paper. ]
It can be. But in the end, there's nothing to be done about it. I can't change what I am any more than anyone else can.
[ Well - not deliberately or permanently, anyway. Sure, she knows about certain aspects of her future, but the facts remain what they are. Admitting them to someone else is the harder part sometimes, and her pen shifts in her hand a moment as she hesitates at those other words of his. ]
Because I never got the chance to. That is, even though I could travel from place to place, it was never safe for me to do it alone, or to go wherever I wanted to. Up until I left my original worlds, I'd been in hiding for most of my life.
[ So that did make legal enrollment in any kind of learning facility a bit of a challenge. ]
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It can be.
But in the end, there's nothing to be done about it.
I can't change what I am any more than anyone else can.
[ Well - not deliberately or permanently, anyway. Sure, she knows about certain aspects of her future, but the facts remain what they are. Admitting them to someone else is the harder part sometimes, and her pen shifts in her hand a moment as she hesitates at those other words of his. ]
Because I never got the chance to.
That is, even though I could travel from place to place, it was never safe for me to do it alone, or to go wherever I wanted to.
Up until I left my original worlds, I'd been in hiding for most of my life.
[ So that did make legal enrollment in any kind of learning facility a bit of a challenge. ]