[But he does know, doesn't he? This fear, deep down in his heart. Because he does have his own will. Whether it's because of the botched summoning or something else, he's not sure. But...]
... I... I guess... myself. I'm half of a whole, but everything I hear about my other half makes me... afraid. He's a ruler. A conqueror. Someone who's been asleep for a long time. And more powerful than me. I... I don't want to meet him. Not yet. Not until I can stand equal to him. Because I don't... want to disappear. But I don't want to rule. I don't want to conquer. I don't want to be strong, I want to be good and helpful and kind.
I don't... know if my other half wants the same. If he doesn't and we meet, he'll have his way. And I don't know what will happen if that happens, but I... don't think it'll be good. For anyone.
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[But he does know, doesn't he? This fear, deep down in his heart. Because he does have his own will. Whether it's because of the botched summoning or something else, he's not sure. But...]
... I... I guess... myself. I'm half of a whole, but everything I hear about my other half makes me... afraid. He's a ruler. A conqueror. Someone who's been asleep for a long time. And more powerful than me. I... I don't want to meet him. Not yet. Not until I can stand equal to him. Because I don't... want to disappear. But I don't want to rule. I don't want to conquer. I don't want to be strong, I want to be good and helpful and kind.
I don't... know if my other half wants the same. If he doesn't and we meet, he'll have his way. And I don't know what will happen if that happens, but I... don't think it'll be good. For anyone.