As long as we're here, neither are we. There's no mission, there's no danger. We can just relax and not worry.

[If there was one thing she could appreciate, it was that at least that was behind her. Logically, this was safety.

Of course, that went right back to 'knowing' and 'believing.' She still felt like the other shoe was gonna drop any minute.]

And even back home, it won't be forever. We-

[...she hesitates. Something feels slimy in her stomach. She ignores it.]

We'll have time. We can all... I dunno, get shrinks, or whatever people do.