[Because that's what it was. It was necessary, the plan worked, he was the obvious choice. And having been through it, he's not sure that the others could have taken it. That they could have both fooled the enemy and lived through the pain. Except... well. She would have morphed and she would have died.]
[So no. He was the obvious and only choice.]
<... They dragged memories out of me, good and bad. They didn't see them, but somehow they messed with my head. And then there was a button that was just pain.>
[So both mental and physical. He's aware of how flat his 'voice' is when he talks about it. It has to be, or he'll be... he's not sure. Angry? Sad? It doesn't matter.]
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[Because that's what it was. It was necessary, the plan worked, he was the obvious choice. And having been through it, he's not sure that the others could have taken it. That they could have both fooled the enemy and lived through the pain. Except... well. She would have morphed and she would have died.]
[So no. He was the obvious and only choice.]
<... They dragged memories out of me, good and bad. They didn't see them, but somehow they messed with my head. And then there was a button that was just pain.>
[So both mental and physical. He's aware of how flat his 'voice' is when he talks about it. It has to be, or he'll be... he's not sure. Angry? Sad? It doesn't matter.]