<Want to be? Or have to be? Because they're very different. I'm never going to fit into my own skin again. I've accepted that. I've accepted myself. That doesn't mean I have to like it.>

[He's not sure it's ever going to stop hurting. But that dull ache, he can live with. It's the pain that comes with remembering things sharply that he has trouble with.]

<... Whole again is... I don't know. I can't even imagine that at this point.>