<It is. But I just... don't have other options. I can't go back to how things were. If I tried, I wouldn't be able to fight anymore. And I don't think I could step away from the fight, knowing my friends were fighting and I couldn't keep them safe. ... Emotional release isn't... something I concern myself with a lot.>

[He was always so sensitive... he's not anymore. And it's not like his aunt and uncle miss him.]