I don't think anyone would like pain, that's weird.
[Fortunately for Tobias he doesn't know much about that kind of thing and that's probably for the best.]
It's a different kind of paranoia. Instead of looking out for bullies I'm looking out for competitors or threats. Instead of hiding I'm getting up in danger which is its own problem. And it's a much more solitary existence... before I was a loner but wanted to be around people. Now I don't know. I want to be around people to keep my humanity, but it's difficult.
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[Fortunately for Tobias he doesn't know much about that kind of thing and that's probably for the best.]
It's a different kind of paranoia. Instead of looking out for bullies I'm looking out for competitors or threats. Instead of hiding I'm getting up in danger which is its own problem. And it's a much more solitary existence... before I was a loner but wanted to be around people. Now I don't know. I want to be around people to keep my humanity, but it's difficult.
Especially when they seem so normal.