~*~second entry~*~

[itsgunnabe_mei]

Sender: Mei Lee
To: Everyone
Subject: An Observation???

okay so i've been here a while now and i've noticed something

i don't know the exact process of how the gods or people or whatever here pick people to help out

i don't know if it's completely random or an intricate process to determine who helps out but lately i've been leaning towards the latter for two reasons

one, i haven't met a single jerk or bully or even rude person here which is legit amazing and awesome BUT

SECOND

IS IT JUST MY IMAGINATION OR IS EVERYONE HERE LIKE INSANELY RIDICIOUSLY GOOD LOOKING

REALLY THO

ALL THE ADULTS COULD BE SUPER-MODELS AND ALL THE KIDS COULD BE LIKE THOSE ON HIGH SCHOOL DRAMAS ON TV

i mean this is doing wonders for my own self-confidence regarding my looks but FOR REAL I CANNOT BE THE ONLY ONE TO NOTICE THIS

PLEASE TELL ME SOMEONE ELSE HAS NOTICED THIS

Comments

[itsgunnabe_mei]

um

the last time i did that, things did not end well

[ insert traumatic flashback of her mom discovering said art and the... chaos... that ensued. shudder shudder. ]

[katonking]

What happened if you don't mind me asking?

[It can't have been that bad right?]

[itsgunnabe_mei]

[ oof. hm. hoo boy. she doesn't WANT to talk about it, but... at the same time, it's hard to explain without, well, explaining it! ]

the short version???

mom found them
got mad
blamed the dude i was drawing

[katonking]

[Ema stares at the screen and lets out a low whistle.]

Oof. Yeeeeeah that's pretty bad. But the good news is if your mom isn't here then she can't find out, right?

[itsgunnabe_mei]

[ good, ema was "satisfied". she doesn't have to share the rest of those details... ]

but there's nothing preventing her from showing up in the future! we get new people like every other month or something right???

[katonking]

Is it every other month?

[She's gonna quickly write that down in her notebook on the side.]

But really that sounds like a future you problem. Nothing like stretching your wings a little and enjoying your hobbies especially if they aren't harmful to anyone.

[itsgunnabe_mei]

they'll be harmful to me if mom finds out

i've already done some stuff she majorly wouldn't approve of

[katonking]

Like what?

[Ema isn't about to be a bad influence. Not completely. She was raised by a former Chief Prosecutor after all.]

[itsgunnabe_mei]

like telling people a secret i wasn't supposed to

and fighting noctares

and talking to strangers

[katonking]

Ah well some of those don't sound so bad - wait what you fought noctares? How?

[itsgunnabe_mei]

well not yet

so far i've only really only ran away from them

but i don't want to always do that! i want to help people! and sometimes helping = fighting

[katonking]

How old are you again?

[Age isn't an indication of how well someone can fight but still. Ema's getting a bit of a vibe here.]

[itsgunnabe_mei]

13. But age ain't nothing but a number!

[ a very small number... ]

[katonking]

[She lets out a squawk when she reads that. Oh my god.]

Normally I would agree but I feel like a 13 year old probably can't use that justification here.

[itsgunnabe_mei]

i'm very mature for my age! i get a+ in all my classes! and i have a job at home - i help clean up the temple and i work the register for the temple gift shop!