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[queenofkur]

Sender: Ereshkigal
To: Everyone
Subject:

[ There is a strange phenomenon happening with this text entry, what with the header appearing twice. That's because Ereshkigal browsed past entries and figured that she had to write the header herself if she wants to be "Anonymous!" Alas, she is completely unaware her name is in the true sender field for everyone to see. ]

Sender: ANONYMOUS
To: Everyone
Subject: Social Skills

Hello (* ^ ω ^)

Much as I would like to begin by formally introducing myself, I am afraid a most pressing matter led me to pick the quill and put ink on this page. I need assistance with a truly difficult task: engaging in social interactions! (;;;*_*)

I cannot say much lest it reveals my identity, but my line of work is a solitary one that has caused me to become somewhat lacking in what people call "social skills." As such, I believe myself to not be what any sane soul would consider "pleasant" company. Someone as gloomy and evil as myself does not fall under the common conception of a "good person," I am afraid. (｡•́︿•̀｡)

Yet, I very much desire to make friend with as many of you as possible. Unfortunately, mine is a position of such importance, it would be unseemly to openly ask for help when I am supposed to figure out such thing on my own. This is the reason behind this anonymous entry. I realize the suspense behind my identity may be somewhat difficult to bear, and I apologize for any anxiety this might cause you. ｡ﾟ･（>﹏<）･ﾟ｡

I humbly ask that you share with me what wisdom you may have regarding social interactions, so that I may improve and become worthy of friendship and companionship. While I believe this to be a tall order, I shall perpetually strive to improve! Any and all advice are very much welcome. (´｡• ω •｡`)

Thank you for your time. (o^▽^o)

Comments

[whirlwindthrust]

I feel similarly. Most that I talk to seem to treat the whole matter as though it is something easy. Simple.

Yet when the moment comes, I feel as though my mind goes blank on what to say or do.

[queenofkur]

That's what happens to me too... If it's so simple and easy, then why am I paralyzed whenever it happens?

Thankfully, we can use the journal to communicate here. I can take my time and properly think of what to write, without stress and anxiety getting in the way (^-^*)/

It would perhaps be easier if this became the favored form of communication everyone uses.

[whirlwindthrust]

Communicating through these journals does make it easier. There is less of the little nuances that comes with socializing in person.

However, I do not think it would be for the best for this to become the preferred method of communication.

[queenofkur]

I suppose so...

But those cute little faces help bridge the gap (⌒‿⌒)

You should try using them, I find them very useful.

[whirlwindthrust]

I don't think those would suit me very well.

Rather, I can't imagine having the ability to use them.

[ HE WOULD BE SO FLUSTERED ]

[queenofkur]

I couldn't either, but it's a lot less embarrassing when you write them.

Especially when anonymous (≧ω≦)

But I understand if it's too much!

[whirlwindthrust]

This isn't anonymous though. You are using them naturally.

It doesn't bother me to read them, but writing them myself




No. I can't do it.

[queenofkur]

What are you talking about...? I am absolutely anonymous.

[ She can't believe someone who's as socially awkward as her would cruelly point the obvious... Terrible! ]

It's alright. There's no one forcing you. Besides you sound kind enough even without the emojis. (◕‿◕)

[ When he's not being needlessly cruel, that is. ]

[whirlwindthrust]

[ ... ]

Yes. Of course you are. Completely anonymous.

In so far as being kind. I would not say that I am.

[ But people tell him that he is all the time. ]

[queenofkur]

In my experience it is others who are judge of our kindness or evil.

And I judge you to be kind (^_^)

[whirlwindthrust]

You've only exchanged a few comments with me.

Is that even sufficient information to be able to judge anything at all?

[queenofkur]

No, I suppose not...

However, the similarities with myself are clear.

And as such, it is evident you need those words regardless of their veracity (* ^ ω ^)