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Link ("yeet it or eat it") ([personal profile] skyglider) wrote in [community profile] dreamcrystals2024-04-05 02:34 pm

004 ⚘ dream recording

Sender: Link
To: everyone
Subject: passive dream recording
Warnings: TOTK spoilers


Home.

This is the place where your mind goes, inevitably, as you think of that one word, so small—four letters—and yet so encompassing. It nestles warmly in your chest like a hearty broth, and you think—yes, you could make a life like this. Here, with your arms solidly around her, your face buried in the golden curls of her hair, in the house—the home—you have both made, fortified by the losses you have overcome together.

You listen to her breath, slow and even, clearly sleeping soundly in your arms, and it's dizzying, the way you feel about it. About her. About all of this. There is another word for it, too, something warm and comfortable and terrifying all at once. That small, four-letter word that means you're forever bound, dedicated, that the mark she has left on you is one of permanence.

You have said the word before, but not like this, whispered into her shoulder like a prayer.

"Forever" is the part that sticks with you, in the thin moonlight filtering through the window. It means forever. Somehow that thought is calming, as you close your eyes.

—when you open them again, the word forever feels like a death sentence. It is the blade on the guillotine shining in the morning light. It is the last word uttered before the world dies. It is a weight heavy on your heart, and you think, if you could just protect her from this, if only you could hold her like this through the end of the world—

Your eyes adjust. Something has changed; the light of morning is too bright, the wind on your face is too strong—

Wind.

It's as if your heart tumbles out of your chest and shatters on the ground below, miles and miles below, and all at once, you realize where you are. The house in Hateno is little more than an inkblot on a page, so far down from where you sit.

The enormous dragon upon whose back you sit doesn't seem to care that you're there—or perhaps she doesn't notice. You are so small. The feeling that wells within you, on the other hand, is so big, so entirely all-encompassing, that there are no words or thoughts that could possibly contain it all. This hollow feeling within you, this devastating use of the word forever, it rocks you to your very core, and maybe if you weren't so wrung-out and reeling from the shock of it, you would have a tear left to shed. A shred of misery to spare for this moment.

You have none left. They've all been spent.

That same four-letter feeling twists in your chest, even now, and you wonder if it will hurt forever, if the word love will forever be synonymous with the heartache of loss. Because you still do, of course—you love her like this even as you mourn the loss of her, the version of her that still knew you and, you like to think, loved you too.

Cursing the star-crossed inevitability of fate, you bury your face in her hair once more, as she snakes mercilessly across the sky.

[fanart inspo for this post]

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[action] for those who will
[Link has been asleep for one full month, and the first thing he feels when he finally wakes is the sting of unshed tears.

He knows before he fully wakes that his private thoughts and late-night misery have been broadcast. Something about the vividness of the dream, about the hollow feeling left in his chest when it's finished… It's hard to say, but he feels, bitterly, the stinging shame of exposure—not just for himself, but for Zelda, as well.

It's still dark; on shaky legs, he slips out of the treehouse and onto the roof, using the glider to take him as far from home as it can in one go. He finds himself at the plaza, sitting at the edge of the fountain, idly dropping rocks into its still surface and watching the ripples pulse outward from the point of impact.]
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[personal profile] multidisciplinary 2024-04-06 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ It has been a long, long month. Ever since the day Link didn't wake up in the morning (he's usually the one up first, preparing breakfast), Zelda has been beside herself with worry.

It's not like she doesn't know what's happened to him. She's seen this before, dreamwalkers falling asleep for days, weeks, or even months on end. They always wake up eventually, none the worse for their overlong naps. But this is Link, Zelda's... boyfriend-partner-suitor-person-she-likes-to-kiss. How is she supposed to just wait patiently for him to wake up? What if he never does? What if he wakes up, but to Hyrule rather than Songerein?

Needless to say, Zelda did not stray far from their treehouse last month. She was always close by-- sometimes at Link's bedside, other times in her own room just down the hall. But never far. Never out of earshot.

When she does sleep (and she hasn't been doing much of that lately), Zelda's dreams are fitful. Nightmares about Hyrule, nightmares about the Light Dragon, nightmares about finding Link's bed empty. But tonight's nightmare is different. Tonight's nightmare is at home, with Link--- except it's not Link in her arms, but... herself? And then, as ever, the Light Dragon-- and with it, the ache of adoration and heartbreak intermingling just like she felt them when she dreamwalked with Link to see the dragon for the first time.

Zelda shoots bolt upright in bed, heart gripped with panic. She stumbles out of bed and heads toward her door, barely awake enough to even realize what she's doing. But she knows it's Link, something to do with Link. Go, right now, check on him, quickly quickly quickly.

Link will be able to hear the muffled thumping of her footsteps as she rushes down the hallway and then throws open his bedroom door without even knocking. Good morning, Link. ]
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[personal profile] multidisciplinary 2024-04-10 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's dark enough in Link's bedroom that Zelda can't make him out clearly, so she's franticly squinting into the dark to try to make him out. There's an obvious air of panic about her-- the way she stands tense and frozen in the doorway, a hand clutched to her visibly rising and falling chest, as though she is out of breath. Her face is pale and there are heavy bags under her eyes, proof of the many stressed and sleepless nights she has experienced lately.

She hears him before she sees him move, a gravely voice calling her name. ]


Link...

[ He's awake. He's here. He's awake here, in Songerein, somehow, by some stroke of divine favor or sheer dumb luck. After so many dreamers woke, so many dear friends, Zelda was all but certain Link would be next.

But he's here. He's still here.

Link has just enough time to sit up while Zelda is still processing this realization before she bolts from the doorway and throws herself at him. ]


You're awake!

[ She throws her arms around Link and pulls him into a tight hug, half-standing, half-kneeling on his mattress, burying her face in the crook of his neck. It doesn't occur to her for a moment that she should probably be more gentle with him. The only thing on her mind is holding him as tightly as possible. ]

Thank the Goddess.. [ Her voice comes out muffled. ] I was starting to think you'd never wake.
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[personal profile] multidisciplinary 2024-04-18 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Zelda makes a noise into Link's neck, something between a mirthless laugh and a choked sob. 'Overslept,' huh? Just like Link to say something so nonchalant about sleeping for a month straight. But if anyone has the right to, it's him. ]

Just a bit.

[ He holds her tight and she lets him-- not just lets him, but welcomes him, her arms equally tight around him, nuzzling down into his neck and taking in the feel of him, the warmth of him, the smell of him. Home, he feels like home. ]

A month, approximately. [ Her voice may be muffled by his body, but he can probably feel the vibrations of her words against his neck. ] Not your worst, by any means- [ Not a century this time. ] But still far too long.

[ Far too long when their time left together might be far too short. But no amount of time would be enough. Even if she had the rest of her lifetime with Link, she would selfishly want another one. ]
Edited 2024-04-18 02:47 (UTC)
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[personal profile] multidisciplinary 2024-04-22 06:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Zelda is equally disinclined to let go of Link, but she isn't exactly in the most comfortable of positions at this moment. It would actually be easiest to just swing her other leg around and sit down in Link's lap with her legs straddling his... But this isn't really the time for that, not with the painful feelings from his dream still fresh and aching in her chest.

Instead, she disentangles her arms and slides onto the bed beside him, folding her legs to the side and leaning in against Link with her full weight. Her nearest arm, she slips behind him, bracing herself with her hand against the mattress. ]


Much. [ And the hesitation in that single word answers his second question: I don't know.

Zelda takes a steadying breath. ]
A number of dreamers woke while you were asleep.

Revali was among them. [ And that's where she leaves that explanation, because she knows Link knows what that means. ]
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[personal profile] multidisciplinary 2024-04-29 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Zelda is grateful to be pulled in closer to Link, to feel him press a kiss upon her head, because she is deeply in need of his warm and solid form to ground her. Spring has come to Songerein, but the nights are still so very cold and she has spent too many of them alone.

It does hurt marginally less, losing Revali this time, but not by much. Knowing that waking from this dream means that his life ends makes her heart ache something fierce. She's glad that they were able to tell him how they defeated Calamity Ganon. She's glad she could tell him how Rito Village is flourishing, how Teba's son is someday going to shatter all of Revali's records. What Zelda wouldn't give to share such things with Mipha, Daruk, and Urbosa.

She makes a noise of affirmation against Link, but doesn't lift her head. Her thoughts aren't only of Revali. Somnus is gone as well, as is Trahearne, and the ends of their lives here also mean their deaths. It hurts, and Zelda has lost several nights since then sitting at the foot of Link's bed crying into a pillow, because at least his sleeping form is better than complete solitude.

And then, on the night she does finally manage to get some sleep, she dreams of Link's solitude --total, absolute, and utterly heartwrenching. His pain is so fresh on the surface of her mind that she feels like she's a hairtrigger away from being overwhelmed by it.

Zelda shifts her position in such a way that she is close enough to hear the steady thump of Link's heartbeat. The rhythm is soothing. ]


Have you been dreaming about it all this time? [ "It" being the Light Dragon.

Zelda has been trying, really, to find some measure of peace with the creature she will become. It was easier to chase when it was just a goal, nebulous, a means to an end. Seeing it, seeing it hurt and others hurt by it... Even though she is trying so hard to just live in the here and now, with whatever time she and Link have left, the dragon is always there, looming in the dark corners of her mind. Waiting, because eventually, the here and now will run into the future. And a future of solitude, now that she knows love with Link, is steadily becoming too unbearable to imagine. ]
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[personal profile] multidisciplinary 2024-06-02 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Normally, hearing Link say her name makes Zelda's stomach flutter, even though it's been years since she asked him to and he agreed. To hear her given name roll off his tongue feels so intimate, like it itself is a profession of love. Perhaps it always has been and neither of them noticed before now.

But this time, it makes her stomach sour, settling in her gut like a stone. ]


What is it?

[ Her words come out small and hesitant, in a voice that says she knows that he's about to tell her something she does not want to hear.

(He is the one person in the world, in any world, that she would lay down everything for. That she would die for.

But it's easy to die for someone. It's so much harder to live for them after they're gone.) ]
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[personal profile] retrieves 2024-04-07 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[he didn't mean to watch it. he tries not to watch many dreams, because they sort of feel like he's intruding on someone's privacy.

but the ache he feels from them and the way that it's something he's terrified of happening kind of gets to him. that someone could be unreachable forever.

it would eat him alive. so he writes in to check on Link...]


Are you okay?
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[personal profile] retrieves 2024-04-11 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[and oh, does Riku know about stuff like that. it's a really intimate feeling for him.]

sometimes our version of "peace" means that we push it away and pretend we're fine. but it always has a way of rearing its ugly head again.

you'll have to confront it.
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[personal profile] retrieves 2024-04-22 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah.

[it takes him a long time to say anything else. he'd already kicked his own ass about all of this before...]

if you want to smack something around, let me know. i'm not so good at conversations like this.

[but he feels like he could be decent at taking Link's mind off of things, too.]
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[personal profile] sagesurvivor 2024-04-07 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[If there is a single thing Sheik can say he truly, unequivocally loathes about this place, it's the dream crystals.

He knew about the Light Dragon already, of course. Link is aware of this, at least in some vague, undefined way, else he surely wouldn't have been so deeply affected by the Princess' temporary disappearance several months ago. But no matter how much detail Zelda might have gone into while recounting her plan, it is another thing entirely to see the results of it himself - to feel them, even by proxy, the waves of coarse golden hair glimmering between his fingers, the cold wind of the boundless sky biting against his skin - and when Sheik wakes it is all he can do to simply breathe and not allow the nausea that seems to rise from his very soul to overtake him.

To say nothing of the bone-deep ache he continues to feel echoes of within his heart long after his mind is fully his own once more.

Some time later, when he's composed himself, he heads out in search of the future's Champion. He's been asleep for weeks now, he knows, and yet... somehow Sheik doesn't expect him to be in his "home." When he does finally come across him, Sheik is only surprised that he came to the plaza, the center of town, and not to some isolated stretch of the wildlands far from prying eyes. But then, Link seems better at the whole "connecting with others" thing than Sheik is, anyway.]


You've awakened.

[Sheik announces himself, perched upon the banister of a balcony overlooking the plaza, because of course he didn't walk here, either. Surface streets are for chumps.]
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[personal profile] sagesurvivor 2024-04-12 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Not so long as before, I should hope.

[Sheik retorts with an equally dry tone, head canting to the side as he watches Link. No, it doesn't seem as though it has been that long for him; Sheik doesn't imagine he'd be so outwardly calm if another four years had somehow passed in his sleep. The wounds are still fresh, then. Bandaged, perhaps, by the Princess' presence within this dream realm, but still tender and weeping.

He feels his lips purse beneath his cowl. What is he doing here, in that case?

With a swing of his legs, he drops from the balcony to land lightly upon the cobblestone street below. He does not force himself into Link's line of sight as he approaches, instead keeping a companionable distance from both him and the plaza fountain. Whatever Link is seeing in the glassy surface of the water illuminated by the twin moons, it's not something he can share, most likely, and Sheik remains somewhat wary of reflective surfaces even if the business regarding the mirror world largely seems over and done with. He doesn't expect Link will mind.]


So. [He begins, purposefully. The memory of a much taller Sheikah sternly looking upon her charge draws his arms up to cross over his chest, scarlet eyes bright in the shadowed plaza.] What are you going to do?

[Hopefully not wallow here forever. He'd rather not have to apologize to Zelda for needing to kick her sweetheart's ass if that's the case.]
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[personal profile] sagesurvivor 2024-04-28 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[There has only ever been one choice afforded to him. Such is what it means to be the Hero: to have but one path he is permitted to walk, pulled along by Destiny's chain. It is a cruel fate, crueler than time itself, and it is why the Princess of Destiny intends to break time itself in order to give her Hero a different one. But for all their similarities, for all their stories follow the same beats, there is one key difference between them.

Destiny may have brought them together, but their bond, their love, is something they made all on their own. In the eyes of the world, in the eyes of the Goddesses, the results would be the same regardless, but Sheik knows (because he knows), that it makes all the difference.]


... You are wrong on one account.

[His footfalls are light as he steps forward, propelled by the edges of regret surrounding the desperate hope in Link's words. He sees himself reflected in the reservoir as he looks over the fountain's edge, and thinks, briefly, that perhaps just this once he might have wanted to see someone else there instead. The clear water that is meant to reflect growth...

Sheik's gaze returns to Link.]


Four years ago, you believed transforming into a dragon to be impossible. One hundred years ago, you might have thought the same of coming back from the dead. And throughout time, countless Heroes have faced what they considered to be impossible and made surmounting them into legend.

Nothing is impossible for you. And the bonds you've made... will most certainly become the power you need to return everything to the way it should be.

[He draws a hand up, resting it over the Champion blue of the tabard the Princess made for him, feeling it beat within his chest. It aches terribly, yet it betrays none of the resolute faith infused in every one of his words.]

... That is what I believe.
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[personal profile] flamberge 2024-04-11 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[witnessing someone's dream seldom ends up a pleasant experience. it's prying into thoughts that most want to keep to themselves. needless to say, kratos hadn't planned bringing up anything related to the dream he'd witnessed. it was a painful --personal-- dream filled with a level of emotion kratos understood far too well. losing a loved one hurts. being unable to change their fate hurts more.

and though this might not have been his own dream, the familiarity of emotions ends up enough to force him to go out and clear his head. as it so happens, this stroll evenly leads him to happen upon the owner of that dream. given that the other person had been zelda, it means the owner could logically only be one person: link.

he stops briefly while taking in the scene. the boy looks disheveled and out of it. rightfully so.

there's a short debate of whether or not to approach. after a moment, the latter choice wins out and kratos walks over. his soft tone of voice matches the softness of his expression as he speaks.]


I also find counting stars rather soothing and a good way to clear my head.

[ripples are nice but stars are innumerable and pass time better. this also feels a better way to start a chat than outright asking about the dream.]
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[personal profile] inheritedearth 2024-04-15 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Aerith has never been a very good sleeper. In some ways, it's worse here than it was at home, the ever-present dream energy painting both dreams and nightmares alike to be that much more vivid, making her that much more restless in turn. She's often up late, and tonight is no exception.

She's not at the fountain when she sees Link's glider go past, but she had been outside in her garden, visiting with the flowers under the starlight, enjoying their quiet and patient company. She catches a glimpse of the glider out of the corner of her eye, tracking its movement across the night sky, and she can't help but note its trajectory— the fountain isn't far from here, and it's become a favorite place of hers since her arrival several months back, even if one of her more recent visits had been unsettling.

It's none of your business, she tries to tell herself, but she's never been good about minding her own, and both curiosity and concern win out in the end. She pulls her jacket closed and buttons it to ward off the evening chill, and begins to make her way towards the fountain plaza, leaving her garden behind.

When she arrives, she recognizes the young man sitting at the fountain's edge. They've only ever seen one another in passing, but she knows they've spoken through the journals— Link, she's pretty sure his name is. She clears her throat softly, just enough to keep herself from accidentally sneaking up on him.]


A little late for gliding, isn't it?
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[personal profile] timesensitive 2024-04-17 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Link can't say he entirely understands the dream he's witnessed. Felt the emotions, yes, and while they're not unfamiliar somehow, they're still also very foreign.

He considers putting pen to paper first and has the journal open for what seems like several minutes before realizing he doesn't really know what to say. 'Sorry' doesn't seem appropriate and every question seems silly and he can't bring himself to put more than a dot of ink on the page.

So he goes outside instead.

Link came to him after his broadcast dream so it seems fairest for him to do the same. He knows where the treehouse is, but something tells him it's a better idea to take a longer path.

It's a good idea, because that path takes him by the fountain and therefore his mark.]


Oh...hi! I didn't think you'd be all the way out here....

[Not that it's not weird for he himself to be out at night, that's irrelevant.]
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[personal profile] timesensitive 2024-04-20 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[He always feels weird being labeled as a hero of anything. It's not something he hates, but it wasn't ever something he sought out and he does hate that it sets him apart from people so much. Not of this town, not of this race, not of this time.

Much less so here, though.]


You did.

[He'll take that offer to sit; after all, he's found what he meandered out here to find and didn't get turned away.]

I saw your dream. [And felt it. And still isn't sure what a 'good' response to it is.] Thought I'd see if you wanted some company.