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[refire]

Sender: Alphen
To: Everyone


Hey there! You can just call me Alphen. I've already encountered many warriors and seasoned soldiers. We have strong fighters here.

I'm interested in seeing weaponry or combat gear. There are some really neat swords with intriguing designs. Still, I know that a weapon can be lethal all the same. So I've been meaning to ask a question as well.

For what reason would you fight?

I fight to protect my friends. I want to use my strength for the right reasons.

Granted, all I know how to do is wield a sword. I'd be more than glad to put those skills to use. I'm willing to spar and exchange combat moves with someone. Maybe we can learn with one another. I can't exactly let my blade rust when seriously powerful beasts could attack at any moment. 

Comments

[menancia]

[That would certainly cause the unexpected shift in mood. Dohalim's brow remains furrowed for a moment, laying the knife he'd been slicing potatoes with down against the cutting board.]

I see. Were these newly uncovered memories?

[Given how much Alphen had forgotten, it seemed unlikely that everything had come back at once right at the start. Either way, the situation was worrisome.]

You're free to unburden yourself here, if there is more you would like to say.

[refire]

They were memories from several centuries ago.

[  Was it really centuries ago? His perception of time is slightly off. Alphen's not even entirely sure of what he's saying anymore because he's still in some state of shock. ]

At that time I wanted to get back at those bastards who kidnapped me from my home in Dahna. Thoughts of anger and vengeance just took over my mind then. Rage consumed me and I'm scared that I'll try to take my frustrations out on everything.

It's too easy to fall into that mindset but I know I can't fight with just anger alone.  So I'm thankful to have your support at a time like this. It's reassuring to have you here, Dohalim.

[menancia]

I would share that fear, if I knew you to be a person so easily given over to your emotions.

[Alphen feels them, certainly, but even when anger or vengeance rear their heads, Dohalim has always known the leader of their little band to temper such things with his kind and compassionate heart.]

That you are aware of it at all speaks well of your character— the fact that you are concerned means you are not in such danger as you fear.

[He smiles faintly, his countenance calm, as it so often is.]

I have seen you choose the right course of action again and again. I've no doubt that will continue.

[refire]

Well, I can't take any credit for that. Whenever I feel lost everyone sets me on straight on the right path. You've helped out more times than I can count.

[ He could barely manage anything on his own. That was even more true when he still wore his mask and couldn't even tell when he was hurt. ]

We'll continue to support each other. So I'll be there if you ever need a hand.

[menancia]

An offer I very much appreciate— I feel quite the same, and at this moment, I am not the one in need of support.

[Actually, he's doing quite well for himself here, taking everything this world has to offer in stride and examining it with a healthy dose of curiosity.]

If you'd like to talk more about what you saw, I am happy to listen. We've some time before our meal is finished.

[refire]

Right so, we can continue our discussion. It's like I can feel my memories are there but my sense of time feels off somehow.

[ Dohalim might understand why Alphen's feeling that way too. ]

I can't really connect with it and it's almost as if there's something that doesn't add up. It's possible I could be over thinking it.

[menancia]

That makes sense. It's not as though you lived through those three hundred years. It's natural that things may feel unaligned.

[He offers his thoughts easily as he turns back to neatly slicing potatoes.]

Instead, you were asleep. What you remember, and what still lies dormant— those memories are in the distant past, only it wasn't quite so far away, for you. Only because your memories were suppressed.

[refire]

Three hundred years is a long time. My memories feel so recent when I know that centuries have passed since then.

[ Alphen seems bothered by the whole thing but talking things through with Dohalim is helping. He feels reassured by having friends and sees the importance of their bonds. He just goes over to the side and looks a little more serious than before. ]

The fact remains that I'm still the Sovereign. Do you think something like that would hold any meaning here, Dohalim?

[ their titles and rankings from home likely have no bearing in this place. ]

[menancia]

[At first, he simply nods his understanding as he continues preparing ingredients— yes, he has no doubt that the discrepancy between what Alphen feels and the reality of the passage of time must be surreal, at best.

As for the question that follows, he pauses for a moment, thoughtful as he chooses his words with care before answering.]

No, I don't believe so. Titles only have meaning because we give them meaning. 'Sovereign' means something to the people of our world, but here, you are only Alphen, just as I am only Dohalim. No longer a Lord, and none here have ever known me as such. It is refreshing, in a way.

[refire]

We can just be ourselves as long as we're here. It's refreshing, you're right. I'm more than willing to welcome this change.

[ They are no longer burdened by the Crown Contest. Alphen seems a little more relaxed after hearing that answer. His stomach growls slightly. Oops. ]

It hardly matters if we're Dahnan or Renan as well. I hope that someday we can live in the brighter future that we all dreamed of.

[menancia]

Our titles come with expectations, different though they may be. While I would never dream of turning my back on those responsibilities so long as it was within my power to meet them, this place is a welcome reprieve.

[He hopes his own willingness to enjoy the opportunity for some distance will encourage Alphen to learn a bit more about who he is apart from being the Sovereign, as well— he had gone so long without his memories, that Dohalim imagines they are still quite a force to contend with.]

Perhaps we should think of this place as being a practice run for co-existence. Certainly, there are more differences between the people here than there are even between Dahnans and Renans.

[refire]

A practice run for co-existance. I'll heavily consider those ideas. What you say is true. The people here come from different worlds and some of them get along just fine.

[ He's already good friends with people from Reverein too. Jude Mathis has always been helpful and kind. ]

If we can make allies and forge new friendships with someone from another world then who's to say that Dahna and Rena can't do the same?

We have to learn how to move past our differences and see eye to eye. By doing that and supporting each other along the way we may be able to walk closer towards a realm with co-existance.

[menancia]

[He nods in agreement, his smile warming as he looks over at Alphen from where he continues food preparation, carefully relocating the sliced potatoes into the pot.]

I quite agree. The circumstances are different, of course— the people here do not have centuries of fraught history between them to work through, and so conditions are ideal for cooperation, but I believe Dahnans and Renans are capable of overcoming the past and moving forward together. It will not be easy, but we have already seen the beginnings of it.

[Or— he has, at least.]

This place... it is strange, but it gives me hope.

[refire]

We can't lose sight of hope then. As long as we keep following it we will never lose our way. The flame of hope will burn even brighter.

[ He always appreciates the deep insight that Dohalim can provide during conventional topics like these. Dohalim's experiences are invaluable. ]

Then someday we might be able to see a world where people don't have to die for no reason. Far too many lives were lost throughout the centuries to war and conflict. It'd be great if that would never happen ever again.

[menancia]

Our dream is a lofty one, perhaps, but well worth pursuing.

[Which is to say he absolutely agrees.]

I intent to allow this world to serve as a learning experience for us all. Perhaps we will be able to take what we learn here back with us, put it to good use among our own people. It would be a shame to waste it when my position is so unique— I may no longer be Lord, but whether I like it or not, people look to me to leadership. I must use that to our advantage, plant the seeds of cooperation where we can.

[refire]

They didn't just look to you for leadership Dohalim. By being there you're able to accomplish so much. People depend on you for more things than you could even realize.

[ Alphen doesn't seem nearly as tense and he looks like he's back to his usual self. Honestly, just talking with Dohalim really made a difference now, didn't it?]

I know that's true because I depend on you too.

[menancia]

That is— very flattering.

[He would refute it, but he knows it to be true, particularly the part about the people of Elde Menancia, despite the heavy guilt he still bears regarding the situation in Viscint.]

I only hope that I can live up to those expectations— both yours and theirs.

[refire]

Your idealisims and visions for the future are what guide us, Dohalim.

[ The dream of coexistence doesn't necessarily have to stay a dream. They can make that future a reality with Dohalim's leadership. ]

I wouldn't worry too much on that part. You're already doing more than I could ask for as a friend. Don't be so hard on yourself.

[menancia]

That is kind, considering my 'ideals' weren't always so altruistic.

[That is in the past now; he is a changed man who believes in the truth of those ideals, already had by the time he had chanced to meet Alphen and the others, but he will not allow himself to forget where he comes from. To do so would be foolish— one must learn from their mistakes to move forward.

He smiles again, reserved by warm.]

Thank you, all the same. I will continue to do my utmost. You seem to be in better spirits now than when you arrived— I'm grateful for that.

[refire]

Regardless of what your original intentions were the dream of coexistence is something that many people believed in and choose to fight for.

[ The people of Elde Menancia really did learn much from Dohalim. ]

If I'm being honest I'm still sorting things out in my own way. That will take some time but speaking with you helped put things to perspective.

steering this towards wrapping up!

[menancia]

Then I am quite glad to have been of aid.

[He nods firmly, acknowledging both the compliment and Alphen's own resolve to move forward.]

For the time being, relax. Our meal will be ready before too much longer, and once it's done, we can enjoy it and then proceed with our sparring match, as planned.