~*~second entry~*~

[itsgunnabe_mei]

Sender: Mei Lee
To: Everyone
Subject: An Observation???

okay so i've been here a while now and i've noticed something

i don't know the exact process of how the gods or people or whatever here pick people to help out

i don't know if it's completely random or an intricate process to determine who helps out but lately i've been leaning towards the latter for two reasons

one, i haven't met a single jerk or bully or even rude person here which is legit amazing and awesome BUT

SECOND

IS IT JUST MY IMAGINATION OR IS EVERYONE HERE LIKE INSANELY RIDICIOUSLY GOOD LOOKING

REALLY THO

ALL THE ADULTS COULD BE SUPER-MODELS AND ALL THE KIDS COULD BE LIKE THOSE ON HIGH SCHOOL DRAMAS ON TV

i mean this is doing wonders for my own self-confidence regarding my looks but FOR REAL I CANNOT BE THE ONLY ONE TO NOTICE THIS

PLEASE TELL ME SOMEONE ELSE HAS NOTICED THIS

Comments

sender: beat

[stillarhino]

i know u and me talked about people here being nice and all but i aint noticed nothing about people looking like supermodels or actors
u really think everyone looks that good?

[itsgunnabe_mei]

i wouldn't say it out loud and in public if i didn't mean it!!! my brain shuts down almost every single time i meet a guy here because I CAN'T HANDLE HOT

[stillarhino]

your brain shuts down when u in front of a guy?
didn't remember any of that when the two of us met

[itsgunnabe_mei]

we must be remembering it differently

cause I'm pretty sure I made a noise like a deflating helium balloon

and then i yelled in your face that you were

indeed

hot

[ exhibit A, your honor.]

[stillarhino]

[The reply for this one takes a little bit because he a) is struggling to remember this, having been too caught up in the game, b) suddenly remembering said moment, c) letting said moment settle in, and d) getting flustered now that he realizes it and having to wait until that moment passes.

You have no idea how glad he is that this is all via text.]

uh thanks???? i guess????

[I guess? Why did he even say that?]

[itsgunnabe_mei]

if you want we can pretend that didn't happen and just keep the memories of the awesome balloon fight

[ indeed, very glad this is text, because mei is yelling into a pillow. ]

[stillarhino]

yeah can u and me hit rewind on that?

[There was also e) wherein Beat had dropped his journal under a table and had to fish it back out before he could reply.]

[itsgunnabe_mei]

rewinded, deleted, it never happened

and it won't happen again, i promise

[stillarhino]

what aint gonna happen again?

[It's probably hard to tell if he's being serious or not via this method of communication.]

[itsgunnabe_mei]

exactly! glad we're on the same page!

[ get it. it's a joke. cause they're writing in journals. ]

[stillarhino]

im still thinking about what u said though about everyone tho
aint really noticed anything but i aint really the sharpest tool in the room either u know

[itsgunnabe_mei]

nah so far it looks like i'm the only one who thinks this way

so i pretty much embarrassed myself in front of everyone for nothing

go me

[stillarhino]

whats there to be embarrassed about
you just complimented a whole buncha people
they should at least appreciate that

[Let's not count our own escapade, shall we.]

[itsgunnabe_mei]

[ awww! beat! you are the best! she does wind up smiling at that, and even hugs her journal, not that he can see either. ]

okay, you got me, now i'm feeling better. i do like giving out compliments!!!

[stillarhino]

and you basically got all of reverein with that one
id call that a win for you red

[itsgunnabe_mei]

i'm red all right, you're gunna make me blush!

all right! i'll just be that much more honest when i talk to people! i'll tell them right away that they're good looking, that's sure to make people smile!

[ surely that can never go wrong! ]

[stillarhino]

hell yeah! thats the spirit
aint no reason to hide it if ya ask me
especially when it feels like its gonna make you all sick inside you know?

[itsgunnabe_mei]

well sometimes you have to hide things

just not this thing

sickness or no

[stillarhino]

that kinda thing just aint my style
tried that for a long time and i ended up snapping because of it

[itsgunnabe_mei]

oh dang i didn't mean to bring up anything bad or sad

should we do another rewind and delete?

[stillarhino]

dont sweat it, aint like you knew
and its aight
it aint nothing i plan on hiding anyway

[itsgunnabe_mei]

in that case i'm getting back on the compliment train cause you are one really cool guy

[stillarhino]

thanks yo
you a good one too red
this place aint too bad with you around

[itsgunnabe_mei]

right back at you!!! I'm really glad you're here!!!

[stillarhino]

keep that up and you gonna make me blush yo