Yuuki Tayuun (
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Sender: Yuki Tayuun
To: Everyone
Subject: Communal rules
A question, if I may... Does anyone look out to a formal settlement and find it altogether too dazzling at times? Or, mayhap even too much to trust that it is on offer with nearly no strings attached?
[ hm, likely not a great opener. Yuki tries again, maybe something lighter will work better. ]
Pray forgive the overly serious tone, I was once told to, as she put it, "LIGHTEN UP AND STAY IN THE HOUSE, STOP SNEAKING OUT AND SLEEPING IN THE GARDEN" before coming here.
It is something of a ...
work in progress?
To: Everyone
Subject: Communal rules
A question, if I may... Does anyone look out to a formal settlement and find it altogether too dazzling at times? Or, mayhap even too much to trust that it is on offer with nearly no strings attached?
[ hm, likely not a great opener. Yuki tries again, maybe something lighter will work better. ]
Pray forgive the overly serious tone, I was once told to, as she put it, "LIGHTEN UP AND STAY IN THE HOUSE, STOP SNEAKING OUT AND SLEEPING IN THE GARDEN" before coming here.
It is something of a ...
work in progress?
very much, and thank you! <3
[ therein lies a long story, one he hesitates to so boldly share with someone showing him care in this matter. ]
When the place you knew as "home" becomes as a fortress you are tasked with guarding, and one that can no longer be yours unconditionally, then... yes, wilderness seems inviting, and is a happier place to be.
[ in solitude, he bites his lip. had that been too much? this matter so often is, he thinks, thus- ]
I do mean to learn to adjust. I can also state that I am quite good at taking shelter in old storerooms and abandoned buildings. [ helpful! ]
<3!!
Still, ]
It's hard for me to imagine what that must have been like.
I've lived in places that weren't home, but that was because I'd never had a real home before now.
[ That's the part of it that might bother her most - the losing. Growing out of? Becoming... no longer welcome? None of them sit right with her; they're antithetical to what a home should be, by her definition. ]
Even if it isn't worth much, I'm sorry that things turned out that way for you.
But if you're trying to learn a different way of living, this is a very good place to practice.
Although I'm sure you know that by now, if you've already gotten a head start.
[ Old storerooms and abandoned buildings count! It's not like she has any room to criticize considering how long she lived in a run-down mansion forgotten in the woods. ]