໒꒱ 002 journal text

[lemoncandy]

Sender: Anonymous
To: Everyone
Subject: "Before" vs "now"

What do you do if you don't know where "home" is? If no one wants you, and you're stuck here anyway...

I've been thinking about the people I've left behind and keep wondering if I even want to go back. If they'd even really want me back.

I've never really belonged anywhere, and this place isn't all that different, but... at least there's someone who seems to care. But I thought that before, too.

I don't know what to think. I don't know why I'm even writing this.

Comments

[lemoncandy]

Yeah. And even when they try to, it makes me feel angry... Like they're simplifying it. Or not letting me speak for myself.

[inheritedearth]

That's hard, too, and not terribly fair of them. Nobody can know how you really feel except for you. They shouldn't try to speak for you.