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with how much some of the girls at camp talk about yowie (is that how you spell it?) youd think they were more accepting.

you got petrified in... 2015 did you say?

I think you guys are cool. hes cooler than you. just a little.

Girls who talk about...? Ah, you mean like BL manga? I only knew one girl back then and as far as I know she wasn't into that. And if she was, I don't need to know.

2019, but had that not happened, I'd still have been chronically younger than you since I was born in 2004.

I am sure he'd be glad to hear that. It's alright, I was never cool. The only thing saving me from eating dirt as a kid was my vindictive nature and Taiju's insistence he get between me and anyone who wanted to beat me up.

[ There's definitely, probably not a story there. ]

BL? I guess? I dunt know. I just know she always giggled about cute boys.

I was never cool either. Im vindictive too. ask Percy I can hold a grudge like no ones business.

but I never needed someone to get between me and whoever wanted to beat me up. Well i could put my zombies in between us.

I was a very vindictive kid and I wasn't a particularly great teenager either, looking back on it. Very inflexible and happy to sit in my room alone and study all day. The situation forced me to re-evaluate my behaviour and grow up.

Some older kids smashed my science project so I built a Tesla gun and shocked them. [ Vindictive, indeed. ]

When I was younger I could've just shown you my build to prove I wasn't particularly strong, but actually because I had to build up my fitness to go to space, that doesn't work anymore. Ah well. Taiju's always been impossibly strong. The athletic type. He never fought back, he just stood and took people's hits. He's a very simple guy.

He wanted to protect me because he was my friend so he did. I didn't befriend him so much as he showed up and followed me around like a puppy, until it became mutual.

man after my own heart.

Im planning to get everyone to punch Leo when he gets back from the dead.

it sounds nice to have a friend like that tho.

[He once thought Percy would be like that...]

Careful now, I'm taken.

I only met Leo once, I think if I punched him he'd be confused.

Taiju is a great best friend to have, he was always there to carry heavy things for me. He's simple, but I'm fond of him all the same. I've known him since we were seven or so. Yuzuriha joined us when we were eleven. She's married to him now, they just got married before I came here.

I dont mean it like that! youre too old now!

he probably would be. but youd get along with him. he invents things too.

thats nice. I dont know anyone whos gotten married. well other than the gods.

Fortunately I'm just teasing you. I'm definitely too old, but remember Gen is older than me.

Yeah, we had a nice discussion. I'd like to speak to him again sometime.

It was fine, I took an entire day off to attend their wedding. The second day, they were on their own. I'm sure you will eventually. Then again I think I was technically married first even though that marriage only lasted about five minutes.

its different when youre older.

if you do punch him tell him I said it was okay and he'd understand.

you were married??? and not to Gen??

I cant see it.

Oh, I don't know, thousands of years aside I suspect if I originally was dating a 21 year old when I was 17 my dad might've had an opinion. If you can call what we were doing dating.

I was married very briefly to Ruri, the priestess of the village. After Chrome lost the trial to me, the prize was marrying her to become the chief of the village, so I agreed to make allies, which is pretty much all it took. The moment it became inconvenient roughly five minutes later, I claimed divorce and bailed.

She and I are good friends, she doesn't hold it against me. Gen and I aren't married. I think if we thought we could get away with it, we might've done that.

how long have you been together?
theres a difference between dating going out and going steady but I dont know what it is. its confusing.

well thats good theres no hard feelings.

you could get married here. there was a wedding between that cat guy and the lizard girl.

Oh, I don't know, you'd have to ask Gen. It depends on when he counts it. We never really discussed it. I'd say it's been about ten years.

I took him on a date five years ago, we went on a tour in Spain but he's very picky, he doesn't think that counts.

I suppose we could if he wanted to, but we couldn't carry that over. It would be used against us.

that does sound picky.

that sucks that you cant be open about it where youre from.

is it the whole 'need to repopulate the world' thing?

He thinks sightseeing doesn't count because there was nothing to see. It's not my fault the world ended.

No, definitely not. The global population is on track to be back around five billion, it's not a matter of our genes being passed on. It wasn't widely accepted in the time before. For awhile, my life was often at risk and so publicizing a relationship would've give them someone to use against me.

That has passed, and while I have a lot of clout. Way more than any person should really, I don't know that it would protect me from other people's hang ups.

Ive never been to Spain. but Ive been to Portugal once. the only thing worth notice was the Capela dos Ossos which was made of bones. it was pretty cool and Father liked it enough to say hed decorate my room like it when I died.

that sucks majorly. I hoped the future would be better.

I'm not familiar with it offhand, but it would be gone now.

In some ways it is, in some ways it's not. You're still dealing with people who held their beliefs thousands of years ago and haven't really changed their minds. That level of progress couldn't be speed run.

It's only unfortunate that Byakuya lived out his life and died. He'd have loved Gen. I'd never have heard the end of it.

that sucks. it was pretty cool.

yeah... that sounds about right. and half of them probably doubled down on their beliefs after such a tramatic event.

he sounds like a good dad.

Could be. I haven't done a survey or anything, but I'm trusting Gen's gut on that. We're both public figures, making it mostly an open secret, I suppose. It's not official, but at the same time no one's going to confront me about it and make it an issue. I don't know. Political crap.

He was a really good dad. I got lucky. It's crazy to think I've lived as long without him as I did with him.

[ It doesn't hurt as much anymore. He doesn't feel too much grief towards his birth parents, he didn't really know them, but Byakuya he'll always grieve to some extent. ]

political crap sucks.

I feel like that with my mother since I dont remember much about her.

It does, I avoid it as much as possible.

Sorry about your mother.

and Im sorry about your dad.

if you want a funeral for him, for closure. I can do that for you.

Thank you, but I think his other kids took care of that, back when he died.

I became aware of his death eleven years ago so I'm alright. It never quite goes away though, that's not something I would've expected. Then again, I wasn't prepared for it either.

last rites arent just for the dead theyre for the living too. if you change your mind just let me know. and if you dont thats okay too.

I will think about it. It seems a little silly to do something like that after all this time.

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